December 2010
I never ever have enough time. You never have enough time. We never do. No time. Hate time.
I’m a desert child, and mountains make me nauseous. I like to look up wild at an infinite sky, twinkling with diamonds.
Anonymous asked: what colleges have you applied to?
Anonymous asked: what colleges have you applied to?
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And I claim I’m not excited with my life anymore. So I blame this town, this job, these friends, the truth is it’s myself. And I’m trying to understand myself and pinpoint who I am. When I finally get it figured out, I’ve changed the whole damn plan.
To dream that you are skydiving, represents your high ideals. Sometimes you need to compromise your ideals and be more realistic of your expectations.
Refined Poem
Bukowski wrote to a girl at Vassar; I write to a boy. To her, he said things carelessly; to him, my words, I deploy.
The difference between me and him, between C.B. and me is his callous treatment of the girl, while I hold this boy’s key.
Every letter that I write, I douse in my perfume. And when I get one back myself, I pray for the scent of his room.
The difference between me and...
“You only lose that which you cling to.”
– Buddha (via oceanofmind)
What a waste of four years.
Que suis-je?
Far
Miles and miles and miles away. Your faultless smile, your smooth sculpted hands are all that I long for, each night and day. But you’re miles and miles and miles away. You are a muse, a consummate display. Your amorous eyes, your immaculate skin is purely flawless - vous etes parfait. Still you’re hours and hours and hours away.
You are Apollo, subsiding the gray....
You see you don’t need to change things; Things change themselves: From metal to gold, from raindrops to snow. It just so happens the snow will change us all. Ironic how these bones can’t handle the fall. Nostalgia dies every time we lie about some details we hide - ‘cause the truth truly hurts sometimes.
I am still a jellyfish.
Change is inevitable — nobody knows that better than you. Still, that doesn’t make it fun, and as you cope with today’s big news, you need to remind yourself that it’s all a part of the cycle of life.
What a comforting horoscope.
Stop this striving to be master of all. The mastery you had in life has been your fall.
- Choral Dialogue
No work = Hot bath
Plato's Cave →
Anonymous asked: HOW ABOUT YOU COME VISIT ME IN PHILLY THANKS VERY MUCH.
Car not in control of:
This often relates to strong feelings or impulses that you find difficult to deal with. Or if there is a mechanical problem with the car it could suggest that your usual physical and/or psychological checks and balances aren’t working properly, and so, as with a woman experiencing mood swings during menopause, perhaps you need to find ways of helping this.
The dream...
To dream that you or someone is being burned alive, suggests that you are being consumed by your own ambition.
- http://dreammoods.com/cgibin/dreamdictionarysearch.pl?method=exact&header=dreamsymbol&search=burn
To dream that your fingers are injured or have been chopped off, denote your anxieties about your ability to accomplish some demanding task or perform in some waking situation.
- http://www.dreammoods.com/dreamthemes/bodyparts.htm
These dreams are really starting to add up. Hahahah.